The Untitled

The mind, couldn’t stop playing the opening guitar chords of Stop This Train by John Mayer. Then, it came across her mind. She missed writing, particularly things been kept somewhere so deep at the bottom of her heart for so long. It’s been too long. Nobody knew but herself. And it hit her back again today. With that one reality slap of missed call. Again, she lost it.

Few days ago, she figured, she knew exactly the root of cause all for the lasy two years. He was the cause of it. He was the culprit. He failed her, then she failed herself too. Now, there is no turning back.

No way out. 

Plans changes.

Wrong timing.

Executions failed.

Death is not the answer. She knew that for sure. 

Looks like the hardship has just begun. The long and winding road. She wasn’t confidence if she could hang on until that day where she could be finally free. If the terms of being success is true, I hope she could still carry her smile during hard times like this. This time, just for herself. 

Until the heavy stormy rain ends, there comes the sunshine and rainbow.